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M Y C A L L I N G
Being an esthetician is a profound thing. I use my hands to convey love in such a literal way. I graduated from esthetics school in 1998, and I decided right away that I wanted to be the best esthetician ever. So I devoted myself to learning and perfecting my craft. Unfortunately, I allowed an outside metric into the equation, which threw the whole thing out of true. I let the beauty industry define "best" for me. This externally defined "best" wasn't a very authentic "best".
I mean, how can anyone be their best if they're trying to conform to an outside idea of what's best?
Let that sink in. Let it be a lesson to us both.
After many years of constant giving, coming home at the end of the day too exhausted to talk, I finally burned out like a candle. I had been gifted with a brain injury, and it made my life of constant perfection-driven striving untenable. I closed my esthetics practice, signed up for a bioregional herbalism school, and spent a year of focused study and experimentation, learning how to make the skin care products I'd been dreaming of for decades.
I spent many very happy, fulfilling years making skin care under the name Heart of Gold. A confluence of catastrophic events in 2020 led to the closure of Heart of Gold. At first I was excited to have some time off, but eventually I realized that I really missed it. Formulating skin care products is such a spiritual practice for me, and I feel a very magical whistle-while-you-work sort of flow when I'm co-creating with my botanical soulmates.
As an esthetician with over 26 years of hands-on experience, I know that part of what makes me a great formulator is my many years of hands-on experience. I've had the priviledge of testing thousands of products over the years, and my discernment is honed to a very keen edge. I use this superpower to create a plant-forward, seasonally-focused skin care line. You'll never meet a more skin-fascinated nerd, so please reach out if you want help figuring out your optimal routine.
Heart of Gold seasonal capsule collections launch on each solstice and equinox; with a mix of perennial favorites and limited edition treasures. My goal is to offer products of exquisite quality and efficacy, infused with magic & seasonally focused plants, presented with my folksy-yet-hyper-educated take, so you can get a real feel for which products might best suit your skin and how to incorporate them into your life.